Wednesday, May 18, 2005

it was still bugging me last night when i went to sleep. budden had a chat with God and He just out the words in my head. i know what i will say and yeah. a burden just lifted.

you are amazing, God

anyway, met jac today! haha. after so long we finally met. yupp and i bot a nice yellow halter heh. miss ya girl! when i go uni i will def study with ya haha :)

hiyo. how to tell someone(s) that you are, in effect, dumping them. dunno man. God give me the words to say. going to talk to darren tomorrow abt it but well. my mind is pretty much made up lahz. as in. is tt bad? to have made my mind up before talking to everyone? hmm dunno lah. but i hope the talk will help.

anyway, me and lijia decided to watch madagascar haha :) yay. looks so cuteeeeeeeee. gosh. and i think tt "ross" has the cutest voice haha. like super blur. hes the giraffe heh. i love cartoons!

anyway i decided tt i must use this retreat in a meaningful way so i made a list of things that i wanna get done on this retreat:

1. really really pray about that descion
2. seek God's advice on someone
3. mend a broken bridge
4. say what i need to say
5. spend an extended amount of time just me and God
6. watch the FA cup final! :)

yeah so anyway. i must do it k!

oh i have decided tt i will go on a diet! haha. seriously i gained so much weight recently lah. super crap. must must must eat less. started today by eating half a cheesecake and fruits! haha. ok. i din start with tt but i WILL. yah. and i really shld start REALLY swimming. not doing handstands! haha. oops. tho of cos doing handstands is fun tho im like super lousy at it haha. guess i shld stick to swimming. i have thought abt jogging but well. i just cant bring myself to go thru tt torture haha. OK so anyway. back to the issue at hand. MUST DIET!